I’m unemployed, tired, and I own little stuff.
Just like my Master, I’m living the marginal life of a monk.
Are the birds anxious about what they gonna eat tomorrow?
Are the elks breaking a sweat right now because they have to find fresh grass for supper?
Why should I be anxious about my situation? The Lord is with me.
Isn’t it God?
You know that when I’m out there in the world; going about my day; earning money; and making jokes with unbelievers, my focus is not on you.
Master, I’m starting to know you quite well.
You are a very jealous God. Oh yes! Jealous, jealous.
And I’m not dumb.
I know you needed a way to keep me off work for a while; bored, isolated, and slightly depressed.
You brought Hashimoto thyroiditis in my life and transformed me into a human turtle for several weeks now.
I’m living on my savings and I have just enough energy to go to the grocery store and feed myself. That’s how energetic I am at the moment.
Why not creating a Christian blog, hey?
That was very ingenious of you.
I can’t say I’m mad though; I’m quite impressed.
Impressed about how you make sure we don’t miss the tiny door of Heaven.
Love you my Lord,